The Story About Me

Today I just wanna share my thought when I realized that I couldn't pass into the admission recruitment of being an undergraduate student of PKnStaNd because of a f**king achievement that you have to offer. At that moment when I knew the criteria to get admitted to that school, I directly felt sad just because some hard requirements to be fulfilled if you wanted to pass in the first phase of the test.  The hard requirement that should be submitted is the achievement you've got to prove if you're being the best employee in your institutions, for instances winning some competitions, having participated in some glorious events, or at least having a good talent to show off in front of your employer so that you would be able to pass in that phase. I felt like it wasn't fair enough, just because I didn't have such a good achievement, doesn't mean I couldn't be eligible to have such a test.  All I can do right now is accepting that truth and moving on to rearrange

LOGIC feat. ALESSIA CARA & KHALID  Recently I've been listening to this song, especially when my anxiety came up at some points. I just couldn't let this anxiety bother and ruin my whole day so that I decided to write this song translation to reduce its impact and make my day more productive than yesterday. Yesterday I read some articles on the internet that writing your thought is one of many ways to ease your stress and that's why I did it heheeheh😉. First of all, Let me tell you something that everyone indeed has their anxiety especially the one who has been entering the age 20's when the expectation doesn't meet their reality that makes this life feel like it has no meaning and no purpose at the same time. I feel that way too, at this age (20's) we tend to overthink ourselves for what we had achieved in our lives and to compare someone's else achievement with ours. Those are hampering our dreams, however, I try to live as I should be.... Unfortunate