Something Inside My Head That Needs To Be Exposed And Shared

I want to express something in my mind, however I can’t express it. I don’t know what kind of this feeling in my heart and I don’t know what I’m thinking about in my head. Every time I hear Alan Walker’s Music, my heart beats fast and wants to express something inside my head and my mind. I have tried to think about and search for something that could be blame for this feeling. However, I’m still hardly finding it now. Could it be a feeling about missing with someone? Or something else. Maybe I need a friend or partner that has many skills (playing instruments, singing together, or anything else) like ( ? ) so that all my passions and talents could be transferred into the right directions and ways. Perhaps we could make a song or do covering some songs from the world’s famous singers like Alan walker, Zara Larsson, Taylor Swift and so on. Not only that song that reminded me of ( ? ), but also another song, which is titled as “Under The Grave By Rozes”, makes me feel remembering and missing ( ? ) as a best partner in my live. If only the time could be rewind, I wouldn’t miss any chances with ( ? ), and I would optimize all chances to stay with in any longer duration of time. I wanna have a best friend and best partner like ( ? ), but it’s just dream, never comes true at all. All that only you can do is just watching and letting ( ? ) go. Moreover, this feeling makes you sad and wants to do something crazy like posting photos or status that she will read it as soon as possible

I CAN’T EXPRESS WHAT KIND OF FEELING THAT I HAVE NOW. Unfortunately I don’t know the way to express it either. Therefore, I choose to write it down through this blogs.